Adam

how do I cancel my account?

I'm giving up on watching, I have to. I've never been one to share my thoughts with anyone, always keep them buried inside, and now I'm regretting sharing. Going to delete my account and going back into my shell. I just want this pain to end, I need it to end. Feel so empty inside.

Maybe someone will read this, maybe no one....I'm at the point in life that I don't care anymore. My father passed away 5 years ago suddenly right in front of me, and he was a diehard Rangers fan. Of all the games we went to or watched together, they never won once, not once. And here I am all these years later, sitting and watching this team break my heart game in and game out. Tonight was beyond crushing--many fans joke about how hockey heartbreak drive them to the brink, but for me, it is no joke. I keep returning to the Rangers as an escape from the sorrows in my life, and they only drive me further to the end. I don't even want to watch the playoffs at this point, and we will forever be the same horrible team. There is no reason to root for this team, because even though they are relatively good this season, they are not exiting the first round. Am going to live my entire life without this team, the one team, the one thing I believed in my life living alone, continuing to break my heart and never win a championship. To lose the game today with 30 secs left, against the worst team in the league....I don't care that we didn't have our starters in, this is the end for me. I am crying as I write this, but I HATE my team. They have now finally killed me. With all the sadness in my life, hockey could've been the one thing to save me, and instead it has crushed me. There is nothing more to say, I have nothing left in my soul......